Wow! What a story! You've been through a ton. I have too, and can feel your frustration. But. you know what? As much as I hate looking at those ugly imperfections on my face and body, I'm grateful that we live in these times where there is knowledge and skill enough to save our lives, and only leaving a trace behind of what could have been deadly, or worse. You'll heal, Steffany! Quickly! And soon you'll forget. There will be more, IF you're lucky! Hugs - Adelia